Month: January 2018

9GOATS BLACK OUT – missing

Nobody is wounded, that’s surely a dream
Transiently falling, I wait for spring
everybody for listen. under them by me.

“I want to” to true. to turn.
“Meet you” to true. to turn.

Someone is calling out, that’s surely a dream
Transiently disappearing, I beg for summer
everybody for listen. under them by me.

“over the” to true. to turn.
“far ocean” to true. to turn.

Someone raises their voice, the sky is odd and a dream
Transiently burning, intoxicated by autumn
everybody for listen. under them by me.
everybody no listen.

“over the” to true. to turn.
“far ocean” to true. to turn.
“I want to” to true. to turn.
“meet you”

9GOATS BLACK OUT – Yuuutsu to kodoku

Melancholy and Isolation

The males in a water tank release embryos
While rotting, while piling up
This is clone
“Cultivation, duplicates, dead stock, defective”

Half a lifetime can turn someone into a mystery
Flowers of melancholy bloomed in pieces
Tasting wounds with a nail file and the heart was eaten first
The cracked future can’t be seen
you are alone
“Incombustible, disposable, muddy”

Cold
To you, in that world where light doesn’t reach
Can you see me? Hear me? Forgive me?
Do you want to make me cry and flee from exacerbated lies?
But you understand I would rather die than depend on others
Bitter darkness

Make me cry, make me cry, make me cry
To you, in that world where light doesn’t reach
Can you see me? Hear me? Forgive me?

Cold
Because you understand I would rather die than depend on others
Scary darkness
Abandon me with a goodnight kiss
My heart was crudely broken
I want to return to the future I longed for
you on the Ronde
“Sigh, isolation”

9GOATS BLACK OUT – Float

diddle pastime , parabolic. why don’t know. hound follow me.
How do you lonely? How do you lonely? How do you lonely? How do you lonely?
pia mater was bursting me. dido I’m sorrow
diddle pastime. alcohlic. I don’t know. bound on me.
How do you lonely? How do you lonely? How do you lonely? How do you lonely?
Coudn’t have done glow thorn me mind.
fake true.

A body begs for help by biting a gun
Your forgotten sins, another person’s sounds
Licking bare wounds that were tormented by anxiety
But I just laugh on the surface
Colours wet by tears are two people without credit
A pitch black bonfire, a sigh sways
A rhapsody that burns pallid skin

diddle pastime , parabolic. why don’t know. hound follow me.
How do you lonely? How do you lonely? How do you lonely? How do you lonely?
pia mater was bursting me. dido I’m sorrow
diddle pastime. alcohlic. I don’t know. bound on me.
How do you lonely? How do you lonely? How do you lonely? How do you lonely?
Coudn’t have done glow thorn me mind.
fake true.

9GOATS BLACK OUT – raw

The fetus remembers its alluring mother’s belly dance
Acid pouring into lungs
She remembers the corruption that is a thrilling belly dance
Satisfied with her skills

A message I can regret, a belly dance squeezed by digestion
So, although I touched you
A message that can be disclosed, a belly dance spurred on by age
So, were you unhappy?

Joy is a hindrance, making identity a contradiction
The moment has meaning Blind end & slope down
Sex organs, shrewdness, sanity, swindling broker
Is a child balancing baptism and youth?

The fetus remembers its alluring mother’s belly dance
So, although I touched you
She remembers the corruption that is a thrilling belly dance
So, were you grieving?

I even sold my regret, but “I” extend my hands
Floating airily to the gallows
On that afternoon I knew it wouldn’t come true anymore
The fireworks glitter

9GOATS BLACK OUT – Yasou-Nocturne-

Nocturne

An obliviously worn-out melody, sounds of madness
I’ll dream in despair, Heaven’s brilliance breaking through the rain
Drawing my knees together, I bid goodbye to you
I can’t stay irritated, irrational adolescent subtitles

With a sky apathetic to the night, I cry out in an unstable voice
In dichromatic scenery, the songs I sing abolish love
Pining away, as though my heart was broken
My thoughts are flower petals, I’ll close my eyes like this

An obliviously worn-out melody, sounds of ecstasy
I’ll dream in despair, Heaven’s brilliance breaking through the rain
Unfitting blue with a wilting act
I cried for love that wasn’t sane

Changing and changing, don’t come this way, spreading unconnected wings
In scenery like escaping, the songs I sing are of love
Pining away, as though my heart was torn out
My thoughts are tiny fragments, I’ll close my eyes and leave

9GOATS BLACK OUT – Sink

Searching for words to you, sinking into sleep
With glass feathers, with a distorted voice
Even though we live unreliably
Now I swear to you, I pray intently
For tomorrow that won’t come to you

However much time passed without us meeting made me anxious
My fingertips touch tears

Erasing even emotions, we left distance behind
Casual disobedience, unfulfilled as I am
I felt the meaning as much as I think unsympathetically
Since when did your hands become slender?

The written characters await spring
In a bed I don’t feel I’ve left
My memories increase by just one

9GOATS BLACK OUT – Den lille Havfrue

The Little Mermaid

I rescued you because it’s love after all
Despite the cicada’s loud voices it’s so cold and oppressive
I looked down to the sound that escaped your open lips as if unaware
After words that continue emotionlessly, your voice seems to be crying

Your smiling face is too frail, so beautiful you’re scary
Why did you laugh? The sun sinks so the moon can shine

You’re always there laughing like that
Breaking the bodies that seem to vanish as usual
Though I draw on a starry night that should be shining I part with you
However I do it, the night sky is dark

I gently interrupted your tearful voice, places too wide are uncomfortable
The words I suddenly spit up are nothing but memories
The sighs lined up in a showcase are weakly piling up
Concealed before my eyes like in a cocoon

Drifting, floating on withered waves, my grieving voice blooms
Is it okay that people are exchanged and forgotten?

You’re always there laughing like that
Recalling those days of being broken
Though I reach my hands out to the starry sea
I lose even the oars I started rowing with and I can’t move from here

People who disappeared on starry nights, people who float in the starry sea
Add colour to the distant sky so that I can take your hand
The voice calling me to the dark side is the voice that searches for you
It opened again, the door of night that makes me remember

9GOATS BLACK OUT – 690min

690min

A heat source from plastic
Too drastic Let’s gambit
An obscene story written like a fairy tale, a train of thought
Unaware of evil nature, pills melt at room temperature
The tube that shakes my sanity is my digestive system
10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1-minus
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,knifes fall you.

Bloody sister
Drag queen brother
reading diease. so dead one by low.
Delightful ripper Expressionless murder
Nurture stealth by me Acceleration system
brain tumor, esophagus, blood, skin, stomach, breast, lung, liver,
intestin, pancreas, ovary, testis, tongue, prostate gland,bladder,
uterine, bones, lymph, gum, larynx, gall bladder, mascle, mucous membrane.
“brain tumour, esophagus, blood, skin, stomach, breasts, lungs, liver, intestines, pancreas, ovaries, testicles, tongue
prostate, bladder, uterus, bone, lymph, gums, larynx, gall bladder, muscle tumour, mucous membrane”

Buster stab glass core…. viscera’s cord.

Brandnew way. snafu down.
the way to be so tight.
go on you lone flight.
in close room. prick a blood pie.